musomania

I was sitting outside the bench at school, listening to music, of course. I heard a voice behind patrick stump's heavenly voice. "Mack? Hellooo? MACK!" someone yelled. I was startled as to where my headphones flew off my head, but rested on my neck.It was Kiersten, one of my old friend. Lots of bs between us.

"What do you want this time, Kier," i sighed as i paused the music.
"There is a party at Keith's place," ah, Keith. Kier's old boyfriend that has been chasing her for years on end. "and he wanted me to invite you or whatever." she stared as she chewed her gum loud and obnoxiously. 
"When will it be? I have a few concerts coming up, like muse is coming to LA this Mon-"
"Tonight," she spat. "So are you coming or what?"
"Uh- sure i guess."
"starts at 11, bring your own music," she started towards her car, probably more expensive than my house and everything in it.

I grabbed my backpack, slouched it over my shoulder, and headed home. Right as I opened the door, there were 2 pitbulls to come and tackle me. My stepdad was here, hence the dogs. I heard my mom yelling at him. More drama. I headed up the stairs, locked my door, and plotted out the party, my plans for that night- or morning, per say.

11:15- show up
11:15 to 11:45- grab a drink and scavenge for aquaitences
11:45 to 12:15- talk to random people
12:30- give "dj" my mixtape i made
1:45- get home before mom catches me

luckily, Christopher was going, and at least i wouldn't be a lonely hermit with a fire mixtape. I headed over to his house, the cd in my hand, and helped him choose what to wear. We went over his game plan, and i gave him a talk about if he didn't want people to know he was gay, he can't flirt with the same gender. we climbed out the window and started past a few backyards.

(part 2 coming sooooooooooooon)
(this story is in no way real)

-viiv

I STG YOU WILL LIKE THE NEIGBOURHOOD

just let me do my little fairy magic and i will get you into the neigbourhood. although the nbhd is more chill and slow than most of the songs i like, i really hope you like them too.

song you like = the neigbourhood

heavydirtysoul (twenty one pilots)= how
centuries (fall out boy)= afraid
royals (lorde)= sweater weather
pity party (melanie martinez)= let it go
gasoline (halsey)= W.D.Y.W.F.M?
the kids aren't alright (fall out boy)= flawless
alphabet boy (melanie martinez)= staying up
this is the life (two door cinema club)= wiped out!
girl that you love (panic! at the disco)= the beach
death valley (fall out boy)= daddy issues
love yourself (justin beiber)= baby came home 2/ valentines
do i wanna know? (arctic monkeys)= ferrari
geronimo(sheppard)= R.I.P. 2 my youth

this was only a few, aaaaanyways
stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

here's 1/2 posts for tonight to make up for the whole "lost my computer thing"

it is very unsettling that one time in our lives, all of our cells will die and be replaced, then we will have a whole new body, basically.

is anyone really sane enough to eat tomatoes that are chunky like in pasta sauce like AYY WYD WITH THAT TOMATORNADO EW

im really hungry and i wanna get food but im scared im gonna get caught sos

tbh i love jawlines and dimples and grey sweatpants

EEK SWEATER WEATHER CAME ON AT THE GROCERY STORE AND I WAS SQUEALING AND MY MOM WAS SCARED FOR MY WELL BEING

speaking of which

i am listening to tnbhd rn yay

oh look what came on shuffle

"SWEATHER"

OKAY IMA GO JAM OUT PEACE

since you've been gooooooone

jk i was the one who has been gone.
whoops.
i left my laptop at my friends house and i just now got it.

aaaanyways there will be a new post up tonight.

stay sassy.
-viiv

playlist #1: The Neighbourhood

okay, so I am going to be making random playlists of some artists that i like so here ya goooo

The Neighbourhood Playlist

the beach// the neigbourhood
you're not stubborn// two door cinema club
control// halsey
car radio// twenty one pilots
wiped out!// the neighbourhood
here// alessia cara
pity party// melanie martinez
say my name// odesza (all the remixes are amazing, esp. luke shay remix and RAC remix)
slowtown// twenty one pilots
teenagers// My chemical romance

THATS IT IM CRYING WHEN WILL MCR RETURN FROM WAR ITS BEEN THREE YEARS HELP

3/22/13

stay sassy.
-viiv

I AM A PRODUCTIVE WOMAN

okay, so the past few days i have been on spring break, and its amazing how lazy a person can be. But TODAY i actually did human stuff and yay so heres what i did

I actually updated my google+ profile because i realized that OVER 2K PEOPLE HAVE VIEWED IT WHAT EVEN HOW NOT EVEN I DONT EVEN KNOW FIVE PEOPLE HELP so i updated it from my cheesy girly blog to this one so that happened

Editing pictures is more of a hobby than a job i'd say, but i treat it just the same so that has been happening recently. I have a collection on my google+ or whatever full of edits so yeash

I went outside, bought clothes, and wore them wow viv so productive yeah GOT THAT RIGHT I HAVE SHORTS YALL but they dont suit dress code, but do i really care, not one single bit.

Currently brainstorming on how i am going to write a concerned letter to my school's superintendent to change the school dress code because tbh it is up to the parents, right? its not like im gonna wear thong shorts with my butt hanging out right?

aaaaanyways,
stay sassy.
-viiv

Reality

I walk out the door, into my car, to his house. Him. The most handsome gentleman a woman could ever want. And he’s mine. And I’m his. I look in the rear-view mirror. Staring at my eyes. There was not much traffic in Chicago today, which is weird. I pull into the coffee shop, and buy a coffee- salted caramel macchiato. His favorite. I say bye to Mae, my favorite barista, and head out the door. Fifteen minutes more of driving ahead of me.

Pulling into the driveway, I take a sneaky sip of the still-warm coffee I got him. I knock on the door to see his mom yelling at her husband.

He rushes me to his room where we climb out the window, onto the roof, the coffee in his hand. We stargazed until midnight where we just talked about nothing and everything, problems, and feelings. I loved him so much, and I was glad to call him mine. He wrapped his warm jacket around me and leaned in to put his arm around my waist. I nuzzle my head into his shoulder, broad and muscular. He tells me, “god, i’m so in love with you. I never want to leave your side, and I will never let you be alone, sad, mad, or frustrated. I’ve got you.”

“I love you.”

Then I woke up.

(part two coming soon on trash66669.blogspot.com)

fangirling moment

I love the NBHD sooo much like it just gives me a rush of adrenaline like aaaaaaah jesse you make my heart melt eek

also i am a part of the joshler ship like aaah they are so cute

one last thing

PHAN IS REAL

stay sassy.
-viiv

some edits i wanna share

irdgaf if you give credit or use these so hereeee

junk nobody cares about

Things about me

music is my life

i have an obsession with fettuccine alfredo

i am a female

editing photos is a big hobby

along with spending hours upon hours on pandora

Lost is/was my fav tv show

trash66669.blogspot.com is my side chick

zach ables is my hottie

and so is jesse rutherford

im going to a concert (maybe 2) this summer

i can recite elements 1-43 on the periodic table of elements hahah im a nerd

tdcc is one of my fav bands, along with top and tnbhd and fob and p!atd and mcr so yea

thats it, im not that much of an interesting character

stay sassy.
-viiv

Interviewing Hun the Fun Bun (hannah)

Okay, so tonight I will be interviewing you, Han. Im gonna write everything you say.

Alright. Okay. *****

Wow. Favorite music artist?

Me? umm, Bryson Tiller *trips on bag*

Something you couldn't live without?

Hehehe umm food and music no wait earbuds

Samme. Something you wish upon your enemy?

What? Uhhhh no love life ahaha

Secret talent?

ummm hmm i dont have many talents probably being able to watch several seasons of a tv show in one night and studying a **** ton of info before a test

samee. thanks for coming

you are whalecome viv thats all ull ever be for me (what even han)

Okay bye

aaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

some cool news ig

Okay so I found this computer thingy called BeFunky and basically it is a free computer editor and I have been LOVING IT this is not sponsored whatsoever I just really like this and I wanted to show some of my beautiful masterpieces so here ya goooooo

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Lately

I am soooooo ready for summer bc currently the temprature has been ranging from "freezing your tits" off to "not really hot but you can wear shorts" like no kidding yesterday was 80 degrees and this morning was 45 degrees like WHAT THE HECK MOTHER NATURE MAKE UP YOUR MIND AAAAH.


 ~sassy interlude~



Did i ever tell you I like to do SFX makeup? I was cleaning my bathroom when I realized I still had some leftover liquid latex and blood from Halloween (I'm pretty sure it was expired but oh well)then decided to get some hot glue and make a mold and started bloodifying myself ahaha im funny



Also I really got into listening to music 24/7 and I am so happy that amazon prime lets you buy music for free for example i have 9 full albums of music on my phone but i only spent $20 on it bc of blurryface and ab/ap so yayy

(not really) Late Night Thoughts that will Mess up your Brain

(got some ideas from buzzfeed)

what if the only reason we can't walk through mirrors is because our reflection is blocking us, and protecting us from the other terrible side of the universe?? And if we are experiencing a rough patch in life, we are protecting our reflections from feeling the pain we are feeling?? AAAAAAAAAAA

Did you ever realize that bathtubs are reverse boats?


"Will will smith smith" is a grammatically correct sentence.
so is "will smith will smith".
same with "smith will smith will"

THIS SENTENCE --------------------->

WHY IS THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SO HARD

gifs are just mini picture movies awh

SPEAKING OF WHICH

heres a bomb af gif

my work here is done. *drops mic*

(not really late at night but) lAtE nIgHt tHoUgHtS

I just realized that I am going to go see TØP in concert asdfghkl and might see The Neigbourhood so I am so excited for this summer! Wow this is the only time i've been actally happy for once haha

Currently screaming along to Sweater Weather and I JUST TRIED TO TYPE WHILE SINGING AND I WROTE SWEATHER LETS MAKE THAT A THING HAHA


Who is your favorite youtuber rn?
Mine is Maddie Welborn. SHE IS QUEEEEEEN (and mom) so yea

I ran out of polaroid film in like December and im really sad bc I havent taken a picture since so yeah -_-

I really love the book series called Shiver and its actually interesting ik i sound like a bookworm but oh whale

aaaaanyways, stay sassssssssy.
-viiv

Whoops

sorry i haven't been active on my blog.
the thing is, when you're not active irl, you arent gonna do anything else.
oh well.
~BIG NEWS~

1. I partnered up with Maddie(aka trash66669) and we made an instagram which is @antisociallyaeshtetictrash so you should go follow us
2. I AM REALLY SORRY BUT I WILL BE POSTING LESS IT IS TOO MUCH WORK SORRYYYYYY
3. idek I just needed to catch your attention

reasons my life is a trainwreck rn

Okay, I just need to vent for a bit. If you don't like this kind of stuff, there is a such thing called a home button, and legend has it if you want to exit something you click it! Maaaagical

School Dances
I find it funny that everyone is like OHMYGOD I DONT HAVE A DATE [even though that is me] but its just a casual dance, but i do have to admit that I would love if my crushes asked me but they never realized that but oh well im fine :)

Food
Recently i have been getting bloated after every meal i eat?? Like, I dont gain weight my stomach just blows up like a balloon, and goes away after every hour or so. MAKE UP YOUR MIND BUDDY AM I GONNA GAIN A POUND OR NOT [not like gaining weight is bad or anything]

I can't sleep
No matter how hard to go to sleep because i totally wrecked my sleep schedule by pulling an all nighter with maddie and I cant sleep right haha maddie if you hear me it WAS FREAKING LIT

okay that is it...
... for now

stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

Okay so I just downloaded youtube music and it is the most wonderful thing ever because you can just look up music for free and listen to it and put music in playlists it is magical (not sponsored) so you should really check it out so yea

I am so excited for the twenty one pilots concert because of what they do with the song "Trees" you should look it up or just click this link right here ------> ?! WATCH TILL THE END IT WILL NOT DISAPPOINT

I just got some new jeans and I really like them bc they have holes in the knee area but my friend shoved her pencil in there and it was funny and weird at the same time

I just realized that i love drake so yea that happened

I really need to start making a new story so please if you have any recommendations or things you wanna hear in the story, then comment or if you know me personally just tell me okey? Okee

aaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
Viiv

Nyctophilia

(n.) love of darkness or night, finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness.

Hour 0

I was in my bedroom last summer when she came. Alex opened my window, looked around, and sat on the end of my bed. I covered my naked chest with my blanket, curious of what she was up to this time. "Adrian," she whispered, "come with me. We can be free."
" What? I barely even know you," I hissed, as I hate when people interrupt my 'hibernation', "and what are you doing in my room anyway? It's four in the morning!"
"Please Ade. Trust me." only my friends call me Ade, weird.
"Fine. Where are we going this time," this wasn't the first time she came into my house, uninvited before dawn, "New York? California? Orlando? Howabo-"
"Houston," she interrupted.
"Houston? Do you know how far that is from Portland? It's about," I thought real hard to calculate the distance, "two days! Without stops!"
"Then we better get going," She threw a shirt at me that was on my floor. There was something about her persuasive, forceful attitude that I admired. I grabbed my backpack, stuffed some clothes, money, and some chargers and my laptop. We hopped out the window, and cheeped over to her car.

Hour 1

We hit the road, stopping for gas at the BP around the corner. She didn't put on any music, so we just sat in silence. There was something about her presence that just gave me a warm feeling inside. I remembered that we bought energy drinks at the gas station, so I opened a Monster and took a huge gulp. We would need tons of these to get us through the trip. I immediately got a caffeine "high" and couldn't stop tapping my foot. Ah, the joy of annoying, repeated noise.

Hour 5

Silence. Pure, cold, silence. I told her that we should just turn back,  My parents will probably be so mad and disappointed in me, which was probably the caffeine talking. Even more silent. Until she broke the unbearable void of it. "Stay, you're not gonna leave me. This place is right where you need to be, and why your words gotta mean so much to them and mean nothing to me." I didn't even know she loved Eden- one of the best songwriters out there. And back to silence it was. She pulled into Shell, and filled up while I got some food for us: Red Bull and Doritos. She didn't seem to care, though.

Hour ??

I don't remember a thing. She woke me up, and we were at the Hilton hotel, about to get a room. I was on the couch in the lobby, while she was at the desk, handing over some cash. I ran to stop her so I could pay, but when I touched her, she disintegrated into thin air, everything around me started to melt, and so did I.

I woke up.

Just a dream.

I loved her.

I will always love her.

- Adrian

*this story is in no way real, please give credit if you decide to use it.*

5 things you should know about today's best blogger (aka me hahaha jk)

Okay, so many of you do not know of the magical world of viv that I experience every single day of my life, so here is 5 facts about *dramatic hair flip* me that you should probably know before you read any of my posts.

1. I really, really, really like music. If you can't already tell, music is a big part of who I am. I have at least 3 music subscriptions, many albums on my phone, and sometimes, I fall asleep to music. And sometimes, I don't even go to sleep, just listen to music with my night owl friend, Maddie. From Drake to Fall Out Boy, I feel I have the most widest range of music. Ever. Except for country music. IF YOU LISTEN TO COUNTRY MUSIC WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFEEE??

2. Okay, so I honestly do not care about my body image. IF I WANT FOOD I WILL EAT FOOD IF IM NOT HUNGRY I WILL STILL EAT. Honestly, I don't feel that body image is the thing we should judge people on. To me, first impressions only play little to no part in finding a companion. Personality is key.

3. I have an obsession with being "tumblr", "hipster", and "aesthetic" if you cant already tell. My room, my blog, my clothes all go with the same thing, tumpsethetic (a mix of all three words).

4. this is kind of a boring one, but my favorite colors are blue, white, grey, black, and silver. Very colorful, huh?

5. I am (as you can tell) obsessed with my blog. Blogging kills a lot of free time, and I suggest you take up the hobby if you are as antisocial as me. If you do, put the web address in the comments :)

aaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Nights (mornings) w/ Maddie

As you may know Maddie from my other post, it is 4am and I convinced her to get a blog so here it is. In other words, I'll walk you through our whole night/morning together.
At midnight is when we decided to bust out the coffee and energy drinks and pull an all-nighter. We played some games like Never Have I Ever and Truth or Dare, as well as go live on younow and have hardcore rap sessions. We hung out with friends, and danced in public places like gas stations. And soon, we plan to walk out to the middle of nowhere and watch the sunrise. 

Current Playlist:
Saved by tydollasign ft. e40
Jimmy Choo by Fetty Wap
Right Hand by Drake
Backseat Freestyle by Kendrick Lamar

Interviewing my Friends (yes, i have friends)

okay, so i am with my friends, maddie and alli and we are just bored and i decided to whip out my laptop and interview them, so here we gooooooo


Allison [IG//allison.engel]
V: So allison, what topic would you like me to interview you on?
A: idk viv. whatever is easiest.
V: Okay, so howabout just you in general?
A: mkay
V: Favorite food?
A: Ummm... hot wings. or shrimp. or grilled cheese. wait are you writing exactly what i say?
V: yeah
A: oh
V: What do you do in your spare time?
A: watch netflix by my lonesome. stalk hot guys on instagram.
V: I'll watch netflix with you allison.
A: no homo viv
V: whoa allison. on a scale of 1-100, how would you rate Ryan Gosling?
A: *intense staring* *weird noises* 69
V: well then. favorite rapper?
A: Big Sean. Hes my bae
V: hmmm okay. money or love?
A: money
V: okay thats enough of allison today... lets go on to maddie

Maddie [Ig//maddie.bryan620]
V: ready
M: yaaa
V: favorite song rn?
M: Backseat freestyle by Kendrick Luhhhmar
V: niice... favorite brand?
M: *insert weird noises* uhhm walmart jk i like PINK because high quality
V: trueeee. Music or Netflix?
M: both. there is no choice. it is both. wait i have to make it sound survival Shakespearean-like. "They are both true loves" "I shall not disregard thy baes"
V: if you could be one animal for 24 hours what would it be?
M: *intense thinking faces* i would be either a seal or an alpaca. probably an alpaca.
V: okay then... favorite quote/inside joke?
M: semi-lukewarm hexagons
V: truee
V: well then thats enough maddie for today.

aaaaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Ideas

Okay, so lately I have wanted to do so much with my life, and of course, since I am just a kid, can't do anything about it. Like, minors can make good choices and good stuff with their lives if you give us the chance and the trust?? So here are some of the things I have been determined to do, maybe not today, or next week, or in a year from now, but soon. Soon.

I really would like a tattoo kind of like @maddiewelborn's because it is small but has a lot of meaning. Like on pinterest, I have a board dedicated to tattoo ideas. I just want a little glyph on my wrist or my upper arm or something, nothing big. A little tattoo with a huge meaning would be amazing. Of course, I have to wait until I can legally get a tattoo, sadly, but I will take these years to figure out what is most important to me before I get one.

Honestly, I want to move to California so badly, just all the wonderful GIFs you see on tumblr, The Neighbourhood music videos, and their meanings, and all the amazing youtubers there. Even though most of my favorite youtubers live in Texas or the UK. I'd love to go there for the photography. Also, I wanna go to Berkeley, and if I like it in Cali, I'm definitely gonna stay.

Late Night Thoughts (i lost count, so 3??)

THEORIES AND LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS
4:00 AM

what if mars was our home planet before earth and it had water and all that jazz and we messed up the planet and the human race was on its last string of life and we sent Adam and Eve in an escape pod to earth to rehabilitate and keep the human race alive??

we buys stuff we don't need, with the money we don't have, to impress the people we don't like.

in the old days, getting a letter was normal but getting an email was special, nowadays, getting an email is normal but getting a letter is special.

what if there's unlimited elements on the periodic table but we've only discovered the 118? Like, oh, yea, they discovered another element, tumblrtonian, atomic number 439 today as well as 440-490.

If we can't see air, does that mean fish can't see water?

When a baby is born, a person dies and becomes their guardian angel.

In the end, did you ever realize that it doesn't matter if you loved someone, graduated college, or did any education at all? It matters how positive and happy you were to live the life you were given.

aaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Late Night Thoughts With Viv (#2)

Late Night Thoughts (2)

Did you ever realize that when, where, and what can be answered by changing the "w" with a "t"? Mind blown. Like, loooooook: when=then where=there what=that
Life seemed a lot easier before I read that textpost.

What would it be like if i lived in antarctica? Judging that i think that i think 40 degree (Fahrenheit) weather is cold, how would I live there?? I can live with the penguins, that would be fun. At least we wear the same color clothing, black and white. I'd probably just huddle with them, sounds good to me lol

What if we could choose how we looked? Like, our physical appearance? Nobody would be self-conscious, especially me. I'd choose brown-green eyes, like heterochromia iridium or central heterochromia. because thats pretty. Also, I'd choose light brown hair, and to be 5'5" tall.

Wouldn't it be cool to be able to take mental images? Like, mini polaroid pictures stored between the two sides of the brain. How does the brain even work? My theory is the Spongebob theory. Yaknow what im reffering to. If not, you had no chilhood.

A really good scary game to play is called P.T Silent Hills, and Outlast, which are not even scary so you should go play themmmm

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Story; Blink

blink; by viv

I stare at the ceiling in my dark room, watch the fan swing around on this hot summer night. My friends are out partying, but that's not my thing. Antisocial is my middle name. Blink. Blink. What seems like hours go by. I check my phone, 4:18am. No notifications. I decide to crawl to my desk, grab my earbuds, and listen to some music.
I let my soul fill with the deep meanings and rhythms. My mind floats with thoughts of how I relate to these dark, solemn songs. I feel warm and cozy, dreaming of the california beaches in the songs, being free. No anxiety, no regrets, just wild and free. Wishing I could live that lifestyle, I get my hoodie on, some shorts, my old sneakers I've had since middle school. Starting down the stairs, I realize what I am doing is wrong but right. I grab my keys, some money, and write a note on the fridge saying, "thanks for everything". Legally, I can leave home without anything holding me back. Midnight marked my eighteenth birthday. 
I get in my car, older than me, and head out the driveway. I couldn't live in this little town where nothing happened. I headed to the gas station around the corner, which was empty, and climbed the roof of it. Goodbye, Minnesota. 
I hopped off, and ran to my car, blasted music, and raced on the freeway. Heaven knows where I'm going, but it sure has to be better than this place. My heart pumps with adrenaline, knowing that I will never see my parents ever again. At least it would be less harsh on my non-existent siblings. Blink. Blink.
The time says 6:28, and the sun is rising.
It's official. I'm finally free.

*this story is in now way real,it was just a 4am idea. Please give credit if you share it*

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

I am a fail...

I am a complete fail

This isn't an emotional, sappy post, just stating reasons why I am a complete mess, yayy.
1. I make so many typos; basically I have to redo a whole essay because my mind goes faster than my fingers can type, and I always stare at my words I'm writing not at the keys. It also is very interesting to see my typos in conversations.
2. I time stuff really badly like the snapchat to your right. I'm always late or too early, never on time hahaha
my life is either an overactive or slow clock.
3. I talk too fast and basically i talk as fast as i type and i can type about 60-70wpm which is really fast and i cant help it like my friends (yes, i actually have friends) look at me like i'm crazy bc I talk waaaay too fast. 
4. I try to learn another international language like Portuguese but i end up only learning how to say hi (oi) and its really frustrating bc what if i go to brazil one day and I dont know where the bathroom is like what do i say like "ayy wheres the bathroom" to a person who doesn't even speak english?? Ohmygod i am a fail...

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv