late night thoughts

so i finally got a corner of my room to express my aesthetic-ness, and i thought i would give you a little tour. 

so the wood figure thing is named Geoffrey, the smaller plant is named James, the bamboo named Winston, and the green circled plant is Michael, the blue one is William, the yellow one is Noel, and the green one is Boyd.



okay hold on i gotta do the dishes
like i said, i have so many chores its not even funny like comeon

okay im back

currently watching maddie welborn's younow and ugh i want a social life
but wait
theres more
i actually have plans to hang out with my bff tomorrow, eek so excited

okay so i got a ukulele and i named him Kenny Hun Casti-Dun and he is adorable

why do i always name inanimate objects but do i care no not at all

okay stay sassy bye
-viiv

late night thoughts

did you ever realize how weird we are? like, if aliens came down to earth, how would we explain to them that every week or so, these things on our nails grow longer and we cut them and it doesnt even hurt? and how we digest food then the leftovers just- plops out? and how we have a substance running through our body that is red and keeps us alive?? how we drive around in these metal capsules fueled by ancient plants and mini sea animals? we are the weird ones.

tbh i really want to get into the band the Xx, but which songs should i listen to? ill probably ask maddie or something cuz she has a good taste in music. also, i have been trying to listen to the arctic monkeys, if you remember on my ig (antisociallyaesthetictrash)but forreal it seems lit. in fact, im listening to them rn.

Wait nvm odesza came on shuffle

I really love odesza but nobody knows who they are and it makes me really sad but heres one of there more well known songs:

odesza//say my name (feat. zyra)
odesza//bloom
odesza//above the middle

aaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Early morning thoughts?

How come we have dreams? Like why not have a peaceful sleep instead

a hallucination thats so messed up like comeon

So i looked it up and it said there was no answer wut

Ugh i am so ready for school to be over like forreal i have been so busy with schoolwork and friends and family and breathing so

SWEATHER JUST CAME ON SHUFFLE EEEK

thats probably my favorite song rn, or gasoline by halsey or wdbwotv by twenty one pilots

i really want a whisker mug like most of the phandom does but i dont have money and i will need a special left handed mug bc i am "special" and grew up left handed so sos

I just found my headphones and they were at my treadmill my mom took them i have been wondering where they were for months ahahah

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

here's 1/2 posts for tonight to make up for the whole "lost my computer thing"

it is very unsettling that one time in our lives, all of our cells will die and be replaced, then we will have a whole new body, basically.

is anyone really sane enough to eat tomatoes that are chunky like in pasta sauce like AYY WYD WITH THAT TOMATORNADO EW

im really hungry and i wanna get food but im scared im gonna get caught sos

tbh i love jawlines and dimples and grey sweatpants

EEK SWEATER WEATHER CAME ON AT THE GROCERY STORE AND I WAS SQUEALING AND MY MOM WAS SCARED FOR MY WELL BEING

speaking of which

i am listening to tnbhd rn yay

oh look what came on shuffle

"SWEATHER"

OKAY IMA GO JAM OUT PEACE

Lately

I am soooooo ready for summer bc currently the temprature has been ranging from "freezing your tits" off to "not really hot but you can wear shorts" like no kidding yesterday was 80 degrees and this morning was 45 degrees like WHAT THE HECK MOTHER NATURE MAKE UP YOUR MIND AAAAH.


 ~sassy interlude~



Did i ever tell you I like to do SFX makeup? I was cleaning my bathroom when I realized I still had some leftover liquid latex and blood from Halloween (I'm pretty sure it was expired but oh well)then decided to get some hot glue and make a mold and started bloodifying myself ahaha im funny



Also I really got into listening to music 24/7 and I am so happy that amazon prime lets you buy music for free for example i have 9 full albums of music on my phone but i only spent $20 on it bc of blurryface and ab/ap so yayy

(not really) Late Night Thoughts that will Mess up your Brain

(got some ideas from buzzfeed)

what if the only reason we can't walk through mirrors is because our reflection is blocking us, and protecting us from the other terrible side of the universe?? And if we are experiencing a rough patch in life, we are protecting our reflections from feeling the pain we are feeling?? AAAAAAAAAAA

Did you ever realize that bathtubs are reverse boats?


"Will will smith smith" is a grammatically correct sentence.
so is "will smith will smith".
same with "smith will smith will"

THIS SENTENCE --------------------->

WHY IS THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SO HARD

gifs are just mini picture movies awh

SPEAKING OF WHICH

heres a bomb af gif

my work here is done. *drops mic*

Ideas

Okay, so lately I have wanted to do so much with my life, and of course, since I am just a kid, can't do anything about it. Like, minors can make good choices and good stuff with their lives if you give us the chance and the trust?? So here are some of the things I have been determined to do, maybe not today, or next week, or in a year from now, but soon. Soon.

I really would like a tattoo kind of like @maddiewelborn's because it is small but has a lot of meaning. Like on pinterest, I have a board dedicated to tattoo ideas. I just want a little glyph on my wrist or my upper arm or something, nothing big. A little tattoo with a huge meaning would be amazing. Of course, I have to wait until I can legally get a tattoo, sadly, but I will take these years to figure out what is most important to me before I get one.

Honestly, I want to move to California so badly, just all the wonderful GIFs you see on tumblr, The Neighbourhood music videos, and their meanings, and all the amazing youtubers there. Even though most of my favorite youtubers live in Texas or the UK. I'd love to go there for the photography. Also, I wanna go to Berkeley, and if I like it in Cali, I'm definitely gonna stay.

Late Night Thoughts (i lost count, so 3??)

THEORIES AND LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS
4:00 AM

what if mars was our home planet before earth and it had water and all that jazz and we messed up the planet and the human race was on its last string of life and we sent Adam and Eve in an escape pod to earth to rehabilitate and keep the human race alive??

we buys stuff we don't need, with the money we don't have, to impress the people we don't like.

in the old days, getting a letter was normal but getting an email was special, nowadays, getting an email is normal but getting a letter is special.

what if there's unlimited elements on the periodic table but we've only discovered the 118? Like, oh, yea, they discovered another element, tumblrtonian, atomic number 439 today as well as 440-490.

If we can't see air, does that mean fish can't see water?

When a baby is born, a person dies and becomes their guardian angel.

In the end, did you ever realize that it doesn't matter if you loved someone, graduated college, or did any education at all? It matters how positive and happy you were to live the life you were given.

aaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Late Night Thoughts With Viv (#2)

Late Night Thoughts (2)

Did you ever realize that when, where, and what can be answered by changing the "w" with a "t"? Mind blown. Like, loooooook: when=then where=there what=that
Life seemed a lot easier before I read that textpost.

What would it be like if i lived in antarctica? Judging that i think that i think 40 degree (Fahrenheit) weather is cold, how would I live there?? I can live with the penguins, that would be fun. At least we wear the same color clothing, black and white. I'd probably just huddle with them, sounds good to me lol

What if we could choose how we looked? Like, our physical appearance? Nobody would be self-conscious, especially me. I'd choose brown-green eyes, like heterochromia iridium or central heterochromia. because thats pretty. Also, I'd choose light brown hair, and to be 5'5" tall.

Wouldn't it be cool to be able to take mental images? Like, mini polaroid pictures stored between the two sides of the brain. How does the brain even work? My theory is the Spongebob theory. Yaknow what im reffering to. If not, you had no chilhood.

A really good scary game to play is called P.T Silent Hills, and Outlast, which are not even scary so you should go play themmmm

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Story; Blink

blink; by viv

I stare at the ceiling in my dark room, watch the fan swing around on this hot summer night. My friends are out partying, but that's not my thing. Antisocial is my middle name. Blink. Blink. What seems like hours go by. I check my phone, 4:18am. No notifications. I decide to crawl to my desk, grab my earbuds, and listen to some music.
I let my soul fill with the deep meanings and rhythms. My mind floats with thoughts of how I relate to these dark, solemn songs. I feel warm and cozy, dreaming of the california beaches in the songs, being free. No anxiety, no regrets, just wild and free. Wishing I could live that lifestyle, I get my hoodie on, some shorts, my old sneakers I've had since middle school. Starting down the stairs, I realize what I am doing is wrong but right. I grab my keys, some money, and write a note on the fridge saying, "thanks for everything". Legally, I can leave home without anything holding me back. Midnight marked my eighteenth birthday. 
I get in my car, older than me, and head out the driveway. I couldn't live in this little town where nothing happened. I headed to the gas station around the corner, which was empty, and climbed the roof of it. Goodbye, Minnesota. 
I hopped off, and ran to my car, blasted music, and raced on the freeway. Heaven knows where I'm going, but it sure has to be better than this place. My heart pumps with adrenaline, knowing that I will never see my parents ever again. At least it would be less harsh on my non-existent siblings. Blink. Blink.
The time says 6:28, and the sun is rising.
It's official. I'm finally free.

*this story is in now way real,it was just a 4am idea. Please give credit if you share it*

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Random thoughts with viv (#1)

Random thoughts with viv

What if we all see colors different but we call them the same name because that is what we learned? Like, someone's blue would be someone's green? Would there even be a name for a color if we see it all different? Like this would be this for someone else? OHMYGODHELP IM FALLING INTO A WORMHOLE OF THOUGHTS

Did you ever realize that life is fair because its unfair for everybody? Like, I never say life isn't fair because it is. Start the trend people.

On Twenty One Pilots first track in Blurryface, heavydirtysoul, the song in reverse is actual words like click here to hear it bc it is soo interesting, click here for the song forwards. Do you guys even like TOP? Who am I kidding, everybody does.

I feel like I am a grammar police to other people but when they try to correct me I get super mad and annoyed like same thing with playing with phones like I will play on your phone but i will never let you touch mine like i'm sorry??

Honestly I really wanna go somewhere for spring break but i can't because school sucks and I'm broke bc I just bought tickets to see Twenty One Pilots but thats okay as long as I see Jish and Bean im fine

Current Playlist:
Fairly Local by Twenty One Pilots
10,000 Emerald Pools by BORNS
Happy Little Pill by Troye Sivan
Echo by Trevor Moran
Heart-Shaped Box by Nirvana
Bridges by BROODS

aaanyways, see you later. Stay sassy.
-Viiv