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GUESS WHO
YEAH BOI
IT'S YA AESTHETIC MEME QUEEN
BIGGER AND BETTER THAN EVER

okay so basically this is a life update cuz people think i'm probably dead by now.
probably cuz i am lolol

•i went to the twenty one pilots concert, & i will write another concert experience blogpost
•my summer consisted of moving rooms and tumblr
•i got two fish
they died
i got two more fish
one of them died
i got two more fish then
one of those fish died
so i only have 2 fish now
•i met my internet friends
•i am in love with music still
•school sucks
•i love kevin abstract
•i miss blogging

SO GUESS WHAT IM DOING ALL NIGHT/MORNING

aaaanyways
stay sassy.

darn tootin do you know how good it feels to say that again

late night thoughts

so i finally got a corner of my room to express my aesthetic-ness, and i thought i would give you a little tour. 

so the wood figure thing is named Geoffrey, the smaller plant is named James, the bamboo named Winston, and the green circled plant is Michael, the blue one is William, the yellow one is Noel, and the green one is Boyd.



okay hold on i gotta do the dishes
like i said, i have so many chores its not even funny like comeon

okay im back

currently watching maddie welborn's younow and ugh i want a social life
but wait
theres more
i actually have plans to hang out with my bff tomorrow, eek so excited

okay so i got a ukulele and i named him Kenny Hun Casti-Dun and he is adorable

why do i always name inanimate objects but do i care no not at all

okay stay sassy bye
-viiv

mah playlists

okay so recently i have been using amazon prime alot so basically all u do is if you have a amazon prime acc you can listen to music for free and u can download it and whatever and i just wanted to show you some of the albums i had since i got a few since last time i showed you so here ya gooooo

american beauty/american psycho (fall out boy)
badlands (halsey)
the black parade (my chemical romance)
blurryface (twenty one pilots)
bombs away (sheppard)
crybaby (melanie martinez)
death of a bachelor (panic! at the disco)
foile á deux (fall out boy)
hot fuss (the killers)
i love you. (the nbhd)
in utero- 20th anniversary remaster (nirvana)
pretty. odd. (panic! at the disco)
save rock and roll (fall out boy)
in return(odesza)
too weird to live, to rare to die! (panic! at the disco)this album has so much sentimental value which i will go into during another late night thoughts
weezer (white album)
when it's dark out(g-easy)
wiped out! (the nbhd)

aaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

did you ever realize how weird we are? like, if aliens came down to earth, how would we explain to them that every week or so, these things on our nails grow longer and we cut them and it doesnt even hurt? and how we digest food then the leftovers just- plops out? and how we have a substance running through our body that is red and keeps us alive?? how we drive around in these metal capsules fueled by ancient plants and mini sea animals? we are the weird ones.

tbh i really want to get into the band the Xx, but which songs should i listen to? ill probably ask maddie or something cuz she has a good taste in music. also, i have been trying to listen to the arctic monkeys, if you remember on my ig (antisociallyaesthetictrash)but forreal it seems lit. in fact, im listening to them rn.

Wait nvm odesza came on shuffle

I really love odesza but nobody knows who they are and it makes me really sad but heres one of there more well known songs:

odesza//say my name (feat. zyra)
odesza//bloom
odesza//above the middle

aaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

here's 1/2 posts for tonight to make up for the whole "lost my computer thing"

it is very unsettling that one time in our lives, all of our cells will die and be replaced, then we will have a whole new body, basically.

is anyone really sane enough to eat tomatoes that are chunky like in pasta sauce like AYY WYD WITH THAT TOMATORNADO EW

im really hungry and i wanna get food but im scared im gonna get caught sos

tbh i love jawlines and dimples and grey sweatpants

EEK SWEATER WEATHER CAME ON AT THE GROCERY STORE AND I WAS SQUEALING AND MY MOM WAS SCARED FOR MY WELL BEING

speaking of which

i am listening to tnbhd rn yay

oh look what came on shuffle

"SWEATHER"

OKAY IMA GO JAM OUT PEACE

fangirling moment

I love the NBHD sooo much like it just gives me a rush of adrenaline like aaaaaaah jesse you make my heart melt eek

also i am a part of the joshler ship like aaah they are so cute

one last thing

PHAN IS REAL

stay sassy.
-viiv

(not really) Late Night Thoughts that will Mess up your Brain

(got some ideas from buzzfeed)

what if the only reason we can't walk through mirrors is because our reflection is blocking us, and protecting us from the other terrible side of the universe?? And if we are experiencing a rough patch in life, we are protecting our reflections from feeling the pain we are feeling?? AAAAAAAAAAA

Did you ever realize that bathtubs are reverse boats?


"Will will smith smith" is a grammatically correct sentence.
so is "will smith will smith".
same with "smith will smith will"

THIS SENTENCE --------------------->

WHY IS THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SO HARD

gifs are just mini picture movies awh

SPEAKING OF WHICH

heres a bomb af gif

my work here is done. *drops mic*

reasons my life is a trainwreck rn

Okay, I just need to vent for a bit. If you don't like this kind of stuff, there is a such thing called a home button, and legend has it if you want to exit something you click it! Maaaagical

School Dances
I find it funny that everyone is like OHMYGOD I DONT HAVE A DATE [even though that is me] but its just a casual dance, but i do have to admit that I would love if my crushes asked me but they never realized that but oh well im fine :)

Food
Recently i have been getting bloated after every meal i eat?? Like, I dont gain weight my stomach just blows up like a balloon, and goes away after every hour or so. MAKE UP YOUR MIND BUDDY AM I GONNA GAIN A POUND OR NOT [not like gaining weight is bad or anything]

I can't sleep
No matter how hard to go to sleep because i totally wrecked my sleep schedule by pulling an all nighter with maddie and I cant sleep right haha maddie if you hear me it WAS FREAKING LIT

okay that is it...
... for now

stay sassy.
-viiv

late night thoughts

Okay so I just downloaded youtube music and it is the most wonderful thing ever because you can just look up music for free and listen to it and put music in playlists it is magical (not sponsored) so you should really check it out so yea

I am so excited for the twenty one pilots concert because of what they do with the song "Trees" you should look it up or just click this link right here ------> ?! WATCH TILL THE END IT WILL NOT DISAPPOINT

I just got some new jeans and I really like them bc they have holes in the knee area but my friend shoved her pencil in there and it was funny and weird at the same time

I just realized that i love drake so yea that happened

I really need to start making a new story so please if you have any recommendations or things you wanna hear in the story, then comment or if you know me personally just tell me okey? Okee

aaaaaanyways, stay sassy.
Viiv

Late Nights (mornings) w/ Maddie

As you may know Maddie from my other post, it is 4am and I convinced her to get a blog so here it is. In other words, I'll walk you through our whole night/morning together.
At midnight is when we decided to bust out the coffee and energy drinks and pull an all-nighter. We played some games like Never Have I Ever and Truth or Dare, as well as go live on younow and have hardcore rap sessions. We hung out with friends, and danced in public places like gas stations. And soon, we plan to walk out to the middle of nowhere and watch the sunrise. 

Current Playlist:
Saved by tydollasign ft. e40
Jimmy Choo by Fetty Wap
Right Hand by Drake
Backseat Freestyle by Kendrick Lamar

Ideas

Okay, so lately I have wanted to do so much with my life, and of course, since I am just a kid, can't do anything about it. Like, minors can make good choices and good stuff with their lives if you give us the chance and the trust?? So here are some of the things I have been determined to do, maybe not today, or next week, or in a year from now, but soon. Soon.

I really would like a tattoo kind of like @maddiewelborn's because it is small but has a lot of meaning. Like on pinterest, I have a board dedicated to tattoo ideas. I just want a little glyph on my wrist or my upper arm or something, nothing big. A little tattoo with a huge meaning would be amazing. Of course, I have to wait until I can legally get a tattoo, sadly, but I will take these years to figure out what is most important to me before I get one.

Honestly, I want to move to California so badly, just all the wonderful GIFs you see on tumblr, The Neighbourhood music videos, and their meanings, and all the amazing youtubers there. Even though most of my favorite youtubers live in Texas or the UK. I'd love to go there for the photography. Also, I wanna go to Berkeley, and if I like it in Cali, I'm definitely gonna stay.

Late Night Thoughts (i lost count, so 3??)

THEORIES AND LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS
4:00 AM

what if mars was our home planet before earth and it had water and all that jazz and we messed up the planet and the human race was on its last string of life and we sent Adam and Eve in an escape pod to earth to rehabilitate and keep the human race alive??

we buys stuff we don't need, with the money we don't have, to impress the people we don't like.

in the old days, getting a letter was normal but getting an email was special, nowadays, getting an email is normal but getting a letter is special.

what if there's unlimited elements on the periodic table but we've only discovered the 118? Like, oh, yea, they discovered another element, tumblrtonian, atomic number 439 today as well as 440-490.

If we can't see air, does that mean fish can't see water?

When a baby is born, a person dies and becomes their guardian angel.

In the end, did you ever realize that it doesn't matter if you loved someone, graduated college, or did any education at all? It matters how positive and happy you were to live the life you were given.

aaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Late Night Thoughts With Viv (#2)

Late Night Thoughts (2)

Did you ever realize that when, where, and what can be answered by changing the "w" with a "t"? Mind blown. Like, loooooook: when=then where=there what=that
Life seemed a lot easier before I read that textpost.

What would it be like if i lived in antarctica? Judging that i think that i think 40 degree (Fahrenheit) weather is cold, how would I live there?? I can live with the penguins, that would be fun. At least we wear the same color clothing, black and white. I'd probably just huddle with them, sounds good to me lol

What if we could choose how we looked? Like, our physical appearance? Nobody would be self-conscious, especially me. I'd choose brown-green eyes, like heterochromia iridium or central heterochromia. because thats pretty. Also, I'd choose light brown hair, and to be 5'5" tall.

Wouldn't it be cool to be able to take mental images? Like, mini polaroid pictures stored between the two sides of the brain. How does the brain even work? My theory is the Spongebob theory. Yaknow what im reffering to. If not, you had no chilhood.

A really good scary game to play is called P.T Silent Hills, and Outlast, which are not even scary so you should go play themmmm

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Story; Blink

blink; by viv

I stare at the ceiling in my dark room, watch the fan swing around on this hot summer night. My friends are out partying, but that's not my thing. Antisocial is my middle name. Blink. Blink. What seems like hours go by. I check my phone, 4:18am. No notifications. I decide to crawl to my desk, grab my earbuds, and listen to some music.
I let my soul fill with the deep meanings and rhythms. My mind floats with thoughts of how I relate to these dark, solemn songs. I feel warm and cozy, dreaming of the california beaches in the songs, being free. No anxiety, no regrets, just wild and free. Wishing I could live that lifestyle, I get my hoodie on, some shorts, my old sneakers I've had since middle school. Starting down the stairs, I realize what I am doing is wrong but right. I grab my keys, some money, and write a note on the fridge saying, "thanks for everything". Legally, I can leave home without anything holding me back. Midnight marked my eighteenth birthday. 
I get in my car, older than me, and head out the driveway. I couldn't live in this little town where nothing happened. I headed to the gas station around the corner, which was empty, and climbed the roof of it. Goodbye, Minnesota. 
I hopped off, and ran to my car, blasted music, and raced on the freeway. Heaven knows where I'm going, but it sure has to be better than this place. My heart pumps with adrenaline, knowing that I will never see my parents ever again. At least it would be less harsh on my non-existent siblings. Blink. Blink.
The time says 6:28, and the sun is rising.
It's official. I'm finally free.

*this story is in now way real,it was just a 4am idea. Please give credit if you share it*

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Post: Music

Late night post: My Favorite Albums

Okay, so if you didn't know, music keeps me alive. I honestly don't know where i'd be without music. Oh god this sounds really emotional and sappy but in reality i just wanna obsess over music with you. So i'll just list all the albums on my phone and ones i love but dont have enough money to buy so

• American Beauty/ American Psyco
• The Black Parade
• Blurryface
• Bombs Away
• Death of a Bachelor
• A Fever you Cant Sweat Out
• Foile a Deux
• From Under the Cork Tree
• I love you.
• In Utero
• Infinity On High
• Pretty. Odd.
• Save Rock and Roll
• Say My Name
• Talking Dreams
• Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die!
• Vessel
• Wiped Out!
• TRYXE
• Badlands
• Cry Baby

and thats only a few

aaaanyways, stay sassy

-viiv