Ideas

Okay, so lately I have wanted to do so much with my life, and of course, since I am just a kid, can't do anything about it. Like, minors can make good choices and good stuff with their lives if you give us the chance and the trust?? So here are some of the things I have been determined to do, maybe not today, or next week, or in a year from now, but soon. Soon.

I really would like a tattoo kind of like @maddiewelborn's because it is small but has a lot of meaning. Like on pinterest, I have a board dedicated to tattoo ideas. I just want a little glyph on my wrist or my upper arm or something, nothing big. A little tattoo with a huge meaning would be amazing. Of course, I have to wait until I can legally get a tattoo, sadly, but I will take these years to figure out what is most important to me before I get one.

Honestly, I want to move to California so badly, just all the wonderful GIFs you see on tumblr, The Neighbourhood music videos, and their meanings, and all the amazing youtubers there. Even though most of my favorite youtubers live in Texas or the UK. I'd love to go there for the photography. Also, I wanna go to Berkeley, and if I like it in Cali, I'm definitely gonna stay.

Late Night Thoughts (i lost count, so 3??)

THEORIES AND LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS
4:00 AM

what if mars was our home planet before earth and it had water and all that jazz and we messed up the planet and the human race was on its last string of life and we sent Adam and Eve in an escape pod to earth to rehabilitate and keep the human race alive??

we buys stuff we don't need, with the money we don't have, to impress the people we don't like.

in the old days, getting a letter was normal but getting an email was special, nowadays, getting an email is normal but getting a letter is special.

what if there's unlimited elements on the periodic table but we've only discovered the 118? Like, oh, yea, they discovered another element, tumblrtonian, atomic number 439 today as well as 440-490.

If we can't see air, does that mean fish can't see water?

When a baby is born, a person dies and becomes their guardian angel.

In the end, did you ever realize that it doesn't matter if you loved someone, graduated college, or did any education at all? It matters how positive and happy you were to live the life you were given.

aaaanyways, stay sassy.
-viiv

Late Night Thoughts With Viv (#2)

Late Night Thoughts (2)

Did you ever realize that when, where, and what can be answered by changing the "w" with a "t"? Mind blown. Like, loooooook: when=then where=there what=that
Life seemed a lot easier before I read that textpost.

What would it be like if i lived in antarctica? Judging that i think that i think 40 degree (Fahrenheit) weather is cold, how would I live there?? I can live with the penguins, that would be fun. At least we wear the same color clothing, black and white. I'd probably just huddle with them, sounds good to me lol

What if we could choose how we looked? Like, our physical appearance? Nobody would be self-conscious, especially me. I'd choose brown-green eyes, like heterochromia iridium or central heterochromia. because thats pretty. Also, I'd choose light brown hair, and to be 5'5" tall.

Wouldn't it be cool to be able to take mental images? Like, mini polaroid pictures stored between the two sides of the brain. How does the brain even work? My theory is the Spongebob theory. Yaknow what im reffering to. If not, you had no chilhood.

A really good scary game to play is called P.T Silent Hills, and Outlast, which are not even scary so you should go play themmmm

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Story; Blink

blink; by viv

I stare at the ceiling in my dark room, watch the fan swing around on this hot summer night. My friends are out partying, but that's not my thing. Antisocial is my middle name. Blink. Blink. What seems like hours go by. I check my phone, 4:18am. No notifications. I decide to crawl to my desk, grab my earbuds, and listen to some music.
I let my soul fill with the deep meanings and rhythms. My mind floats with thoughts of how I relate to these dark, solemn songs. I feel warm and cozy, dreaming of the california beaches in the songs, being free. No anxiety, no regrets, just wild and free. Wishing I could live that lifestyle, I get my hoodie on, some shorts, my old sneakers I've had since middle school. Starting down the stairs, I realize what I am doing is wrong but right. I grab my keys, some money, and write a note on the fridge saying, "thanks for everything". Legally, I can leave home without anything holding me back. Midnight marked my eighteenth birthday. 
I get in my car, older than me, and head out the driveway. I couldn't live in this little town where nothing happened. I headed to the gas station around the corner, which was empty, and climbed the roof of it. Goodbye, Minnesota. 
I hopped off, and ran to my car, blasted music, and raced on the freeway. Heaven knows where I'm going, but it sure has to be better than this place. My heart pumps with adrenaline, knowing that I will never see my parents ever again. At least it would be less harsh on my non-existent siblings. Blink. Blink.
The time says 6:28, and the sun is rising.
It's official. I'm finally free.

*this story is in now way real,it was just a 4am idea. Please give credit if you share it*

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

I am a fail...

I am a complete fail

This isn't an emotional, sappy post, just stating reasons why I am a complete mess, yayy.
1. I make so many typos; basically I have to redo a whole essay because my mind goes faster than my fingers can type, and I always stare at my words I'm writing not at the keys. It also is very interesting to see my typos in conversations.
2. I time stuff really badly like the snapchat to your right. I'm always late or too early, never on time hahaha
my life is either an overactive or slow clock.
3. I talk too fast and basically i talk as fast as i type and i can type about 60-70wpm which is really fast and i cant help it like my friends (yes, i actually have friends) look at me like i'm crazy bc I talk waaaay too fast. 
4. I try to learn another international language like Portuguese but i end up only learning how to say hi (oi) and its really frustrating bc what if i go to brazil one day and I dont know where the bathroom is like what do i say like "ayy wheres the bathroom" to a person who doesn't even speak english?? Ohmygod i am a fail...

aaaaanyways, stay sassy.
-Viiv

Late Night Post: Music

Late night post: My Favorite Albums

Okay, so if you didn't know, music keeps me alive. I honestly don't know where i'd be without music. Oh god this sounds really emotional and sappy but in reality i just wanna obsess over music with you. So i'll just list all the albums on my phone and ones i love but dont have enough money to buy so

• American Beauty/ American Psyco
• The Black Parade
• Blurryface
• Bombs Away
• Death of a Bachelor
• A Fever you Cant Sweat Out
• Foile a Deux
• From Under the Cork Tree
• I love you.
• In Utero
• Infinity On High
• Pretty. Odd.
• Save Rock and Roll
• Say My Name
• Talking Dreams
• Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die!
• Vessel
• Wiped Out!
• TRYXE
• Badlands
• Cry Baby

and thats only a few

aaaanyways, stay sassy

-viiv

Random thoughts with viv (#1)

Random thoughts with viv

What if we all see colors different but we call them the same name because that is what we learned? Like, someone's blue would be someone's green? Would there even be a name for a color if we see it all different? Like this would be this for someone else? OHMYGODHELP IM FALLING INTO A WORMHOLE OF THOUGHTS

Did you ever realize that life is fair because its unfair for everybody? Like, I never say life isn't fair because it is. Start the trend people.

On Twenty One Pilots first track in Blurryface, heavydirtysoul, the song in reverse is actual words like click here to hear it bc it is soo interesting, click here for the song forwards. Do you guys even like TOP? Who am I kidding, everybody does.

I feel like I am a grammar police to other people but when they try to correct me I get super mad and annoyed like same thing with playing with phones like I will play on your phone but i will never let you touch mine like i'm sorry??

Honestly I really wanna go somewhere for spring break but i can't because school sucks and I'm broke bc I just bought tickets to see Twenty One Pilots but thats okay as long as I see Jish and Bean im fine

Current Playlist:
Fairly Local by Twenty One Pilots
10,000 Emerald Pools by BORNS
Happy Little Pill by Troye Sivan
Echo by Trevor Moran
Heart-Shaped Box by Nirvana
Bridges by BROODS

aaanyways, see you later. Stay sassy.
-Viiv